My demons, they fight in the heart

Just like a movie star

Slave to my character

No matter how

I try to fight the feelings about me

It feels like war

Sometimes, I fake my smiling

Deep inside, I feel like dying

So much my heart is hurting (Yeah)

I pray it all ends with sirens

So neon, I can’t sleep without popping

Every night, my mind is racing

It’s so hard ’cause I’m craving silence

My demons, they fight in the heart

Just like a movie star

Slave to my character

No matter how

I try to change the feelings about me

It feels like war

I’m chasing a fantasy now

What if that’s not really me?

Peoplе don’t get my song

Fans don’t get that I got caught up so young

Girls always give mе drugs

My happiness is zipped in a little purse

Friends always make me feel robbed

Hate that I talk to my mom once in a month

And how can I write a love song

When I don’t feel right about loving anymore?

I put aside my pride

Taking risks, making sacrifices

Trying to find the pressure that I fantasized

Really can’t save myself, but I’m a messiah

It’s hard to take it back when the deal’s signed

They say, “Sing a song that made the people happy”

They all let my real feelings invalid

My demons, they fight in the heart

Just like a movie star

Slave to my character

No matter how

I try to change the feelings about me

It feels like war

I’m chasing a fantasy now

What if that’s not really me?

Sometimes, I fake my smiling

Deep inside, I feel like dying

So much my heart is hurting (Yeah)

I pray it all ends with sirens

So neon, I can’t sleep without popping

Every night, my mind is racing

It’s so hard ’cause I’m craving silence

My demons, they fight in the heart (Yeah)

Just like a movie star (Movie star)

Slave to my character (Uh)

No matter how (How?)

I try to change the feelings about me (Yeah)

It feels like war

I’m chasing a fantasy now

What if that’s not really me?